Friday, November 26, 2004
band again today.. almost late.. but it rained so no running.. cheeers =)).. band today wahh.. felt kinda motivated today cause of the warm up yest.. felt like playing better and all tt hehs =).. had the drive and all tt.. today only warmed up and played sg rhapsody and celebrations for winds and percussions.. trumpets and percussion had it bad frm him.. esp trumpets.. they were better yest? got the brunt of his anger.. tsk tsk.. cant count and stuff.. and err what is it really with 1.5 beats? o.O?

he got realllly mad.. pushed down the conductor stand first den lectured a little.. den second time he just threw the baton down and told us to pack up.. err.. first time i have seen him actually losing his temper? whoa.. didnt knw how to react.. just kept clearing my non existent saliva.. hehs.. tang and andy were worried for me when i was gona eat lunch with him later.. LOL.. dun worry guys..

lunch was funnn =).. had coffee too and went hunting for good food.. but i made baby walk so longg hee.. and almost made him ride the pirate ship with me.. arghh.. missed him when he had to go =(.. he's such a sweetie..

pissed pissed pissed at him tho when i saw him ol today.. seemed busy.. didnt matter much to me tho.. sent him the grad nyt photos and talked to him a little abt grad nyt.. didnt mean much when he took 5 minutes to reply me.. asked tang and told me he was chatting with wency? pissed pissed pissed.. i thought i had it over and done with.. ahh wells so it just wont bloody go away.. yeahh i knw i knw.. talking abt band what.. how can i disturb? its crucial for her to improve herself before the performance what.. right? yeah right tell my heart that..

PISSED PISSED PISSED.. never felt tis angry before.. just wana screammmmmm! argh~!


riahh ranted at 10:36:00 PM