Sunday, November 28, 2004
duno what im supposed to feel.. argh.. just bloody frustrated.. no im not supposed to complain.. no more of this nonsense.. bleah.. wana scream scream scream! hate it.. go away.. make it go away.. im a big girl.. i dun have to depend on you anymore.. i can find my own fun.. i have kitty cat.. and tts all.. tts enough..

u cant force people to gel together.. pretense is fine.. tolerance is fine.. but if i dun like that person i bloody dun like that person.. band is band.. so ok i will talk to them more.. be good band mates and all that.. and shall stop at that.. ur right band friends are the best friends anyone could have.. wondering why miee didnt join a band? hmm.. i have plenty of band friends thank you very much.. just tt they're not frm the band.. fair enough?

andy was so dead scared when he found out we were gona be late for ur performance.. i was biting my cheeks and pretending all was fine.. i was so upset tt i missed 20 mins of the performance.. was too dumb.. missed a stop.. tried finding our way back.. got lost.. walked walked walked.. andy tried so hard to make things better.. so that i wouldnt be upset tt we missed 20 mins of ur performance.. wouldnt u call that a good friend?

i missed you and i miss you.. tts all i have for you.. good night


riahh ranted at 1:31:00 AM