Monday, October 25, 2004
confused.. tts what im feeling.. the long walk to work and while working.. cant seem to think of nothing else but IT.. dang.. im being really stupid? like totally.. im taking tis way too far.. sighh.. what was i thinking? taking the risk to cross the road when that stupid taxi was so near.. i was thinking of suicide? yes? no? my subconscious says so.. i gota snap out of it.. all tis for what happened last night?

riah!! get a grip girl!! whats with u?! whats wrong with you?! whats wrong with last night?! whats the deal? why does it bother u so much?!

i dunno.. -cries-.. im being stupid.. STUPID.. sighhh.. piggy's acting normal.. i should be like him.. tts right.. i'll be normal too.. all i wana do is cry out tis heaviness in me.. sighhh..

tix not done.. uniform not done.. is the concert still on? -stress-

if mai didnt tell me that thursday i still have bio prac i would totally have forgotten abt it.. sighh.. probably skipped the ppr.. heh.. so careless..

tks to mOo mOo and philieeeeee for keeping me company and cheering me up last night.. u guys are the best..

cant think of more to say.. sweet dreams all.. sweet dreams honey.. muah.. love love..


riahh ranted at 11:50:00 PM