Sunday, October 24, 2004
work was boring.. waited for mum to finish work.. had a lot to think abt when i was on my way.. abt band.. abt baby.. abt studies..

just before i rushed for work.. had a long chat with baby abt band.. huey min and queena have attitude problems.. fact of fiction? truth is.. its a bit of both.. no one really likes anyone in the band.. everyone has cliques.. it may be a blessing in disguise that we dun really voice our opinions openly.. we just gossip among ourselves.. find enjoyment in untruths and alas! if unlucky.. let slip to others..

no one really cares.. juniors complain to seniors.. seniors gossip among seniors.. but i guess like baby said.. when we come together.. we do play music.. nth comes in the way of our playing.. yepp i want a band where everyone loves each other.. but i gota be realistic.. we are human anyways..

sighh.. abt baby.. haha what else other than my constant worry that we're not getting along well anymore?.. like.. we're tog for so long? and then there's like nth to talk at all.. sighh haha.. but then again.. we have NOT been doing anything much.. just sitting at home and rotting.. sighh.. shouldnt worry ehh? but i cant help it.. im missing him too much.. i worry too much.. i cry too much.. hahaha.. but its true.. i hope i can get rid of these feelings.. it aint doing me much good.. love u sweetheart.. muah muah..

studies.. sighh.. was swinging my arms.. walking briskly.. when i was thinking.. hey its sat.. its the 23rd.. its like.. 8 days to o's.. and what am i doing? still slacking.. haha.. im really all talk and no action.. i whine like a little puppy day in day out.. sighh i guess the o's hasnt had its impact on me.. studying with mimi later on.. hope all goes well..

met a friend called philip.. i duno abt him.. funny guy.. we can pretty much chat.. he used like the oldest pick up line ever? sort of like..


PhiLip: hmm.. have i met you b4?
PhiLip: cuz the name riah rings a bell..

but hmm.. talked to piggy just.. and hmm.. he seems i dunno jealous? hah! what for i say.. sheesh! he also wun admit.. hmmf.. but it feels good tho..

anyways.. i miss my sweetie.. hee.. many many many.. love love honey!! dun leave leave me ok.. mUah.. =).. hugs!


riahh ranted at 1:36:00 AM