Tuesday, September 28, 2004
somtimes.. its better not to knw some things.. and sometimes.. its better to keep things to urself and not say them out.. i didnt do so well for math.. its ok.. there's still a month left.. at least i didnt fail as badly as last time.. was pretty confident for the pprs last week.. cause i mugged and i knew my stuff.. sighh played a fool during weekend.. its ok.. like piggy says.. its only the warm up.. there's still time till o's..

on a lighter note.. i did do better for amath tis time round.. better by a few marks.. but still fail.. haha but hey its sth =).. and there's sth abt u being the only one who's isnt so worried abt ur grades?.. and then everyone will start coming up to u and say.. 'hey u knw u got.. for eng..' its pretty craps.. no drop in standard for ppr 2.. i got 35.. lost to sarah by 2 marks.. and honestly i dun reali give a damn.. like yeahh tts my standard.. nt higher not lower.. but friends are sticking by me.. LOL.. there's still a certain barrier btw delta and bm kids.. tho we're all good friends.. lalala..

got upset yesterday with piggy.. no just hurt? could be because it was late at night.. i called him out just to chill and feel better.. sighh i expected piggy to comfort me.. but no.. im a big girl.. i must learn how to depend on myself.. i cant depend on him.. and no he doesnt want to spoil me.. sighh.. so shoot me.. i dun like not being pampered.. like today.. my dad knws that i hate going down and helping him carry things.. he asked my bro and mai but mai was slping so no choice have to ask me.. so i got pissed.. started banging stuff.. yeahh they knw.. so my dad and bro tried to be nice to me.. made me carry the lighter stuff.. and all that.. my dad keep on asking why mai sleep.. bla bla.. sigh.. so be nice! i cant take it when ppl start being nasty to me..

ass vatsan told me he liked me.. pengz.. and den he went on abt me just being his junior and that he liked two other girls.. haha.. phew.. shocked me a little.. went to town today.. had hotcakes and sausage meal.. like wow ok.. haha yew hao taught me how to eat.. whoo.. went to window shop for awhile.. learnt some things about chinese traditional candy.. they're pretty cool u knw.. haha.. took pics again.. haha.. twice =D.. unfortunately today we were off.. but they still look great haha..

shall end now.. gona start mugging for sciences.. toodles.. =D


riahh ranted at 9:24:00 PM