the drama queen.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

gosh it has been a hectic two days.. no wonder i just fell flop and slept like a dead duck yest night.. missed sg idol.. can u imagine?.. sighh not that it matters much anyway.. i dun reali watch much tv..

tuesday.. tuesday.. god.. i met up with baby again.. i was anticipating it.. and then when i reali did.. i worried too much.. so much so that i worried baby wasnt enjoying the day.. i kept on thinking of the days before just like tis.. remembered the passion.. but tuesday was just plain fun.. i enjoyed it.. i was relaxing.. but i was tensed too.. worried.. gritting ma teeth.. biting ma nail.. was baby having fun? =(.. i looked forward to the day too much.. thought too much.. replayed the day in my mind in the best possible way.. and when i was with piggy and it didnt turn out the way i had imagined.. there was disappointment.. fear.. bottom line is.. get a grip.. Riah.. get a grip! stop thinking too much.. u knw it aint doing u any good.. sighh.. i wish i could LISTEN to myself.. heee...

i feel as if im being used.. piggy always say that im always too kind hearted.. always let ppl walk all over me.. true its just me.. but when i reali do get hurt.. i complain.. dumb dumb hor? sighh.. it just occurred to me when that whole vincent-litang thing happened.. before that he always bugged me.. chatted with me.. msged me.. teased me.. he had some contact with me.. sheesh.. and then when he had what he wanted from me.. he stopped.. doesnt even say HI to me in sch.. not that i mind.. im used to it.. but do ppl always have to treat me tis way? =(..

mimi and farhan got into a quarrel.. oh sheesh.. because of fizar.. that ass who tried to get close to me.. sighh so he wants to control and tell mimi what to do and stuff.. well mister no wonder u and ur girl are pretty rocky right now.. and farhan.. oh god.. FARHAN.. just what is wrong with u?? u and that.. that.. erk!.. u and her just dun go together.. god.. back again.. lets just see how long tis will last alright? and mimi.. u need anything girl just holler.. i'll come running =)..

fiee.. sheeshhh.. miss u like mad.. ive taken to doodling ur name in ma notebook.. no more piggy.. no more refat.. no more anything.. just effie koh.. and fieee.. nyahahha =P.. u and ur dan.. haha.. glad that u guys are reali happy now =P.. come down on sat.. promise ok! mUah..

piggy is changing.. i can feel it.. i love it.. =P.. one thing tho i reali scared to ask him if i want sth and stuff.. he ahh already spend so much.. still ask me want tis want that.. silly boy.. u already everytime bring me go makan here there everywhere.. not enough? =P.. love love babes.. he can be forgetful sometimes tho.. i wish he would make it a point to remember whatever he promised me.. =(

haha.. abhi abhi.. u can reali make my piggy laugh like i can =P.. i wonder how u look like ehh =P.. nyahaha.. =P.. gotta start studying.. prove to that GOH that i can pass math de.. =P.. he ahh told the class that everyone in my class will pass math.. except one.. then he looked at me.. of course la everyone turned to look at me.. haha.. den he say 'i never say anyone what..' nyahahah.. u so old still knw tis kind of tricks ahh?? silly old man.. haha =)

sheesh.. its raining.. so nice =)

riahh ranted at 9:17:00 PM