Tuesday, August 31, 2004 im so afraid.. gosh im so afraid.. its pigs.. its just me i knw.. piggy always comforts me when i get dumb thoughts.. i should let it drop.. focus.. on o's.. on prelims.. on.. NO! i cant do it.. i worry too much.. going mental.. so scared tt everything will crash down on me..
i love pigs.. very very very very much.. i love my refat so so so much.. cant imagine a day without him.. will stop seeing him too much frm now on.. must learn to ease up.. after all it always turns out great each time i dun see him for a long time.. be it a few days.. ya ok .. tts it.. tts what i'll do.. not see him..
its gona kill me.. trust me.. but if tis is what it'l take for me to feel ok again then ya ok.. im cool.. reali.. stop looking at me like that! i said im cool..
right.. night all.. feeling better? no.. a little yeah.. ok .. nights!
riahh ranted at
12:00:00 AM
just me
riahhh.
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