the drama queen.

Saturday, August 28, 2004

ok forget it.. im getting all worked up again.. rehearsals till late yest night and opening till late tonight.. good god.. aching all over.. but just had to blog.. some things just have to be mentioned.. first off.. what ghani said on friday.. sheesh.. school sucks.. just that they do an excellent job in keeping it all hush hush.. hong hates refat.. tts new.. that ass.. as if he's any good.. they keep u just because they give u face la.. kena abused by ghani.. ask me work harder.. last time all de teachers had hopes that i'd be the top malay student.. sighh.. now all lost to siti.. who cares..

run through today was terrific.. actual performance.. well to me i tot it was ok.. trumpets.. erm.. well lets just say that they were bad.. and then baby said that the performance was bad.. sighhh.. but he told me that he didnt give them a tongue lashing cause he was tired.. =(..

hate the alumni.. hate hate hate.. gosh.. i didnt knw that some ppl in the band dun reali like wency and queena.. say that wency very what after becoming sc.. i.. no comments.. dun wish to say any further.. i wish alumni wasnt so proud.. then we can work together.. AT LEAST.. i see hong face so stress.. so angry.. sighh..

vincent another ass.. "look at your attitude girl".. what the?! excuse me.. im his SENIOR.. each time he online keep on talking abt li tang li tang and li tang.. he not sian.. i sian ok.. watch ur words la.. i never get light stick =(..

became pirate today.. miss chong treating to lunch.. erm.. yum? =P.. so scared when i tot i'd lost my bottle.. last day of band.. oh my god.. the reality of it.. the finality of it.. oh god.. is there anything.. ANYTHING at all that will lift my mood? finally saw dan today.. tks kor for the chocs =P.. hee.. and fie great seeing u today again.. =)..

i love u babe.. sorry for being so irritating again.. sighh.. i duno how u put up with it.. when I cant even put up with myself.. love u so much ok.. sighh.. love love babes.. many many..

riahh ranted at 11:56:00 PM