the drama queen.

Monday, August 16, 2004

hmm.. -takes a breath of fresh air-.. terrific day today.. a great start to a new week =).. if only everyday could be like this.. i think days like tis are what keeps me going.. im getting myself back on track.. so happy =)..

it all started in the morning.. it was good hair day.. -beams-.. on time for school.. and then i passed my test.. which was expected.. cause i studied.. hehe.. even tho its a just pass but still.. =).. pe was terrific.. took my height and weight for this semester.. everyone was shocked.. couldnt believe their eyes and ears.. haha.. well.. erm.. i kinda gained.. nine kg.. yup yup.. -beams widely-.. it was nice to be in the centre of attention once in awhile.. screamed into satwant's ear when i took my height.. poor guy.. i didnt realize i had shrunk.. haha =).. must be the fats.. played softball again today.. and when i was batting.. i did a home run =).. all by myself on my first try! =).. yay.. =P..

only thing that dampened things a little was amath test.. but it was good too in a way.. if i had studied.. i knew i could do it =).. was a little disappointed when i couldnt meet with piggy.. anyway it was the first time today that i felt unsure of myself.. couldnt make up my mind if i wanted to meet piggy or not.. hee.. feels weird u knw =).. so i cleaned up my desk as well as win's and den headed home..

good thing too.. vincent msged me and asked me out.. well lets just say it was a great day =).. i enjoyed myself in his company.. dun get me wrong.. i still do love pigs.. but i guess i just didnt give myself and maybe pigs a chance to socialise more with other ppl.. we took pics.. but tts beside the point =).. [psst it turned out reali good by the way.. hehe]..

sometimes.. at times like tis.. only then i realize that time away from pigs is ok too.. too much of that special someone can do stuff to you that isnt so good =).. i reali did enjoy myself a lot in another guy's company.. just as friends =).. didnt help that vincent was such a refined little gentleman.. haha.. he bought me chocs.. sweet or not? =).. those boxed up and wrapped up and all.. haha..

no i do not expect my piggy to treat me the same.. =).. i didnt fall for him because he bought me chocs and flowers.. i fell for him because he was such a silly little thing when i first met him.. and i have come to realize that i dun reali like flowers.. -rolls eyes-..

the point for today is that.. i can take charge of life when i want to.. today has been great.. what im reali happy about is having more friends now.. =).. i mean like reali good friends.. who are girls.. haha.. hendy didnt change much since he came back.. =).. silly guy.. i can survive without piggy for a day.. maybe two.. heck i can survive without meeting piggy if i get to msg him and hear his voice everyday =)..

o's are coming.. i have to start focussing now.. and i will start tmr.. studying with bulu and hao at tea garden mac.. cant wait =).. i hope it will prove fruitful.. i have heard that math can be improved overnight.. haha.. i hope it reali is true cause im willing to put in the effort =)..

heck.. i hope this feeling will last me throughout till my o's.. =).. haha.. u knw me.. im Riah =).. what more do i have to say? hee..

oohh =).. did i mention i got a new top? =P.. a nice pink one with a white collar.. wait a minute.. -frowns-.. pink did i say? hmm.. whats with girls and pinks?! -rolls eyes-

riahh ranted at 8:49:00 PM