the drama queen.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

nyahaha.. average day.. nth like last week.. not feeling the drive anymore.. hello? hello?.. -grins-.. prema talked to us today.. motivation rising a little.. working towards ma science now.. i think will only focus on emath more than amath.. i think i can afford that.. sighhh.. so many decisions to make.. making the right ones?.. or not?..

days getting longer and more stress.. sighhh.. monday and thursday afternoons spent on malay.. gosh.. wed for physics.. thank god for tuesdays and band day which will soon be taken away.. =(.. night classes finally started.. will be staying back till night with bulu and hao..

speaking of hao.. i wish ppl would STOP saying that me and hao look like a couple.. sheesh.. once or twice its hehe haha so funny.. but get a grip la.. joke's so yesterday.. find sth else to amuse urself peeps..

went to watch stepford wives.. nyahaha.. enough said.. =).. on the way home.. seemed to have gone mad.. haha.. must be the hormones.. i mean what else?.. hehe.. i want to stay like tis forever.. sheesh.. losing control of my feelings again.. letting it take over me.. stop! i gota put a stop to tis.. sighh..

been dreaming of ma ex.. good grief.. what next?.. ppl in sch are just pushing me back into the nightmare of the days when i was with him.. i wish the rumors ma ex said abt me had been forgotten and its footprints washed away over the period of time.. but no.. each time they see me.. they tell me things abt him.. ask me things abt him.. and asked me if i have been slping arnd lately.. oh gosh.. ='(.. leave it will u guys???

unity performance at macritchie on sunday.. kinda demoralising.. piggy said that was what we sounded like mths back when we were with hong.. and now.. we still do sound like that.. 60-40.. sheesh.. i was whoaaa.. that bad??

i needa get back on track.. veering of a little.. no biggie.. i just so wish tis stupid headaches and tummy upsets would just GO AWAY.. its tuesday.. =).. -beams- cant wait to see my baby later again!.. its been some time.. heeee =P.. i love u babes.. mUah! =)

riahh ranted at 12:00:00 AM