the drama queen.

Saturday, August 14, 2004

had my o level oral yesterday.. enough said.. i think i didnt do so well.. no point regretting now.. cause its over! haha =).. but oh well.. piggy looked so new.. haha.. he use everything new ahh.. new jersey.. new bag.. new hp.. haha =)..

had dinner at swensons yesterday.. duno.. i think money can make a person change even for a moment.. piggy seemed a little.. arrogant yesterday? i duno.. made me sad a little.. he seemed distracted.. i decided to shut up and just eat.. he took it that i was tired.. guys.. played along.. dun wana say stupid things and spoil the whole thing.. hp reali noisy yest.. the point is im not jealous anymore.. its my time with him.. i wished he wouldnt make it so obvious..

i was thinking yesterday.. it seemed like whatever i said.. whatever i did.. wherever i went yesterday.. i was reminded of my ex.. and the movie i watched today.. the notebook.. a line came to mind.. 'its only natural that you cant forget ur first love'.. how true.. i wasnt thinking the good thoughts.. i was thinking of the bad ones.. and it affected me.. i didnt know how to react.. it just hit me in the face.. -at a loss-

watched the notebook today.. fantastic movie.. a real romance story.. love it to bits.. it was nicer watching it with pigs.. band today was great ehh.. but was so tired.. despite sleeping for 12 hrs.. hee.. piggy then silly la.. watch olympics last night.. only had 2 hrs of sleep.. he really very what la..

i wished id stop lying to myself.. sometimes i still do get jealous.. but i just try not to be.. usually it works.. i just pretend that nth's happening.. sighhh.. vincent and litang finally talked it out? sheesh.. vincent seemed a changed man.. LOL.. -rolls eyes-

i wish i could kiss piggy like i did today.. i just melted.. gosh.. he's soooo yummy! =)

oh btw.. hello lee hsien loong!! =P do a good job aight.. heee.. toodles!

riahh ranted at 10:33:00 PM