the drama queen.

Monday, August 09, 2004

it has been a horrible two days.. kept getting pissed.. maybe i just cant adapt to changes in routine.. sheesh.. ive gone mad.. lalala.. nth much to blog tho.. just maybe to mention and remind myself that i am getting fat.. so obvious when i tried on three skirts yest.. all cant fit! good grief Riah.. get your ass back on track and start losing weight!! -nods-

hendy's mom passed away on win's birthday.. sunday morning 2.30 am.. he told me that he was lucky he returned on thursday.. cause his mom hugged him and talked to him and cried.. all the emo stuff yeahh? and on friday.. she couldnt recognise anyone.. her cancer cells were spreading like mad.. he seemed ok.. told me that he has suffered thru tis for 7 years.. glad that she's happy knw.. cause she was suffering like crazy.. -sighs sadly-

yup yup.. been reali cranky with pigs nowadays.. i reali have no idea why.. im sorry honey.. -blows a bubble.. POCK!- hee.. we talked last night.. sheesh.. me getting too emo nowadays.. im slipping back to the old Riah.. im not supposed to be like that.. i love my baby and i told him that.. and he told me that he loved me more than i loved him.. -grins madly-.. sheesh.. can such a thing happen?? i dunno.. it never happened to me before.. it makes me feel good.. im in love.. lalala =).. must learn to stop being so emo.. -nods enthusiastically-.. stop tearing at every little damn thing.. good grief and stop reading btw the lines.. -nods nods-

i just love to cuddle with my pigs.. i do.. i like him to hug me.. i like him to hold me.. i like him to kiss me.. i like him to play with my hair.. i like him to pinch me.. hee.. i reali do.. no im not mad.. im fine.. i told him that i had bits of fluff for a brain.. which isnt so bad actually.. and it totally explains why im slow sometimes.. -taps forehead-

i soooo love the way pigs say 'happy birthday babes!' everyday.. hee its my birthday everyday.. but i never grow old =).. sheesh.. i get shivers and i smile each time i hear his voice.. even when im supposed to be angry or upset and stuff.. im crazy abt him.. lalala =).. haha.. he called me 'my dear' last night.. so sweet =).. but i stuck with pigs and he stuck with babes =).. i love him!! many many many!! =P.. -blows kisses piggy's way-

watched soccer last night.. arsenal won.. never seen man u played worse.. =).. erm.. yay! -grins-

riahh ranted at 12:40:00 PM