the drama queen.

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

talk abt being shallow.. while i moan and groan and throw tantrum over the smallest stoopidest things.. many other things are happening around me.. they may not reali be much of my concern.. but still.. sighh.. me so silly willy!! [tts right babes.. nod nod all].. instead of seeing my bloggie as an obligation.. i should see it as an avenue in which i talk intelligent things.. pretend also never mind la.. as long as i appear intelligent its fine.. day to day update is a huge no no.. unless i reali have sth to say u knw.. after all.. who wants to knw what i did in school? =) [yep yep.. i knw u do pigs.. but i always tell u on the phone or sth.. haha so there]..

i decided to write abt tis cause i was blog hopping and came across pee's.. haha.. yeahh and her hatred for mr WONG KIN WAH [which isnt sth new anyway] is just so.. wow.. the power of her words.. simple yet powerful [jaw drops].. from what i have read abt him.. what i hear from pigs.. what i hear from mai.. well he isnt very well liked is he? no i will NOT comment.. im supposed to be more mature now.. and not meddle in things that do NOT concern me.. and im supposed to be giving intelligent comments.. so here it is.. MR WONG KIN WAH IS AN IDIOT.. [ahem ahem]..

yup yup.. u knw tt entry i posted on sunday noon? yeahh.. wrote that in a pique of anger.. so went out alone.. met yew hao [my buddy!!].. just didnt feel like talking much yeahh? so never reply to most of piggy's msges.. i knw it would at least make him a little worried.. so i talked out ma prob with yew hao and yeahh.. planned to watch a movie but all so late.. den went to eat apple crumble and brownies at swens.. hee yeahh so then i decided to buy pigs a little mrs field cookie with sorry in icing.. went down to piggy's place.. and waited at the wrong window.. LOL.. he thought i bluff him lor.. den when i saw him coming out the door i quickly positioned myself [laughing very hard.. rolling on the floor with laughter].. like macam want to shoot movie all.. haha.. yeahh so i waited to see if he would take the lift or go down the stairs.. the lift didnt move.. so tried to hide behind a wall to see if he came down the stairs.. ALAS.. he caught me.. cookie handed.. and he went..

PIGS: [grinning away] aww babes.. why hide hide all?
ME: [embarassed to death] no ahh.. where got?
PIGS: [pointing at the wall] den tis one what? hahahahah

so went to eat.. yup yup.. not gona detail all tt happened.. cause im intelligent now.. hee.. the most important thing is that i reali love my piggy.. yepp.. and ive been so nasty to him and all.. jumping to conclusions abt things that didnt happen.. many times when he's holding me.. either my hand or my waist or my shoulder.. and i pretend to move away.. he never EVER fails to pull me back and ask me, 'where u going?'.. yupp yupp.. wouldnt u just kill for a guy like him? even when im mad with him he always pretends nth's up when im with him.. if possible he just sayang sayang me more.. gosh.. i musta been a reali good kid to deserve such a pig like him..

he's always humming tis tune and tt.. moving his hands arnd.. with this intense look on his face.. his love is music.. not to mention soccer [he discussed with me at great length abt tis soccer mag he bought at west mall for $15.40.. in the mrt.. sighhh =P].. yeahh.. and he's going all out for the band.. and im being so dumb by pulling him down every tiny step of the way.. by getting upset with him when he MSGES WENCY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.. or CHATS WITH QUEENA.. sighhh.. im being intelligent.. i didnt mean anything by the bold words.. just that I AM STILL UPSET.. but im trying to deal with it.. i read things tt i dun intend to so yeahh.. im INTELLIGENT now.. haha.. joke of the century..

went to mai's bazaar at ngee ann poly with yew hao.. gosh.. spent more than i intended to.. bought so many things.. haha.. brownies too =P.. hikx.. i think i got pigs a little upset? yeahh.. wahh he reali show care and concern for me lehh.. when i kena food poisoning on monday till now even..

gosh i just love him.. totally love him.. fallen so hard for him.. no turning back.. i hope i will be MORE intelligent.. and find ways to sayang sayang him more.. and be more like him.. to laugh away his troubles.. troubles that arent meant to be there in the first place..

btw.. marist band didnt play as well as i expected.. sighh..

riahh ranted at 10:24:00 PM