Thursday, June 10, 2004
oh hey!! haha.. sori i havent been blogging for a while.. was away at camp on tuesday and wednesday.. hmm well a lot of things seemed to happen while i was away.. hey mimi sori i wasnt there for you.. and hey i knw exactly what ur going thru.. cause tts just what happened to me today.. and i HATE it.. do u read me? i said i HATE IT!!
uh huh.. so i got up tis morning and went to school to take my skirt which i left behind during the camp.. when i got back my mum was making her way out to geylang [to the market fools!! the maRket!!].. and so to pass the time while she was out i watched tv.. smsed pigs and then arnd 2 plus i called pigs.. and we chatted for awhile and den she came back and asked me to put down awhile and clean my room.. i was like 'i just called him..' but in the end i hung up.. [why cant MAI clean the room?! its hers too!!].. and then the three of us ate lunch [which wasnt TT nice anyway] and mum came and sat with us and said 'well since all three of u are here might as well i talk to u..' and it ended up with she talking abt me me and me.. [did i mention ME?!] yeah abt how dad thinks that my results are slacking and that im way too young for a r/s.. like when we're almost into our 5th month [5 years].. and like we can be friends and all but cant date.. and she says that i have to change the way i speak to her.. and like i cant delay praying at the last min and all.. and i have to listen to what she say and all.. and i said fine.. and she said i didnt have to be so sarcastic.. and then after that she came to ma room [MY rOoM!!] and started all her nonsense again.. say what my relatives saw us in town all.. and she duno where to put her face all.. so sis i knw exactly what u feel on THAT level.. and she even said that i had no shame.. no SELF RESPECT!!.. was so fed up.. and now im trying to minimize talking and hey sis u knw what she sed? 'ala teguh sikit je nak buat perangai..' u tell me sis why no one understands us.. and my dad.. he drifted apart frm us for like sooo long yet he still wants to discipline us all.. why should he care abt us when he hasnt been caring abt us for so long?! i hate it here ever since it happened.. i like being arnd ppl who always listen to me and care for me.. like pigs.. i was so upset just now tt all i wanted to do was go for band prac and play and play and play and play.. im reali happy there.. with the changes in the band.. and the atmosphere..
ok enough abt tt.. erm on monday i went to catch harry potter.. and it was erm.. boring? definitely.. [vatsan do u read me?! i said it was BO-RING!!].. the book was way better.. i guess im more of a reader than a watcher.. haha.. and after that i had strawberries and cream from starbucks.. tt new drink.. whoa.. u gotta try.. its reali reali reali good.. had a nice long talk with pigs on sunday night tt totally cleared my befuddled brain.. tks pigs.. will keep what u say in mind.. and stop thinking too much abt small little things that mean nothing.. [gRinz]
den on tuesday and wednesday was away at camp.. i loved it.. not because pigs was there.. but because all we did was PLAY MUSIC!! [yeaH!] not some crap like halfway play games and all.. took out new pieces.. take out can play.. [sniFf sniFf.. a hiNt of siLveR baNd in the aiR? waHaha =P] repertoire damn power now.. lunch on tuesday sucked.. azman lied to me tt it cost 10 bucks and i fell for it [but we shant go into detail abt TT] and it was inedible.. mai and her whole section came back plus mark and the tanglin and fuhua alumni.. was upset with pigs tt day.. it was so obvious how much they enjoyed themselves.. i have never seen pigs so happy before.. never like that with me.. effie tried to console me.. [sowEe darLinG =(] and well i guess i slowly came round to it.. whats wrong with me?! [smaCk foReeheaD].. tis is HIS friends.. of course he's happy.. and then he just HAD to ask me if i wanted snacks for the night.. silly and he bought me chocs =).. aww.. TWO bars some more.. just melts my heart i tell u.. games sucked.. played dog and bone.. and that fire hunter earthquake thing.. and finally good ol' miss chong stepped in and taught us the war game.. me and siti were great!! =P.. had eng oral [yeS yeS.. in the middle of the nYt!!] and i scored 28 and she refused to let me retake it.. [hmmpfhh].. at nyt had to sleep with mrs ghani cause she scared.. and azman just finished telling us the story abt tt.. [shiveR..]
oh well.. had dinner with pigs at ps yest and he sent me home.. had a long chat with mai abt ma band.. excited abt the concert!! yay.. hope everything turns out well and mrs ghani wont change her mind.. tatata =P
riahh ranted at
7:02:00 PM
